1999 INVESTIGATIVE JOURNALIST (JOURNAL) — TAPE #579, SIDE #1
Q: Mark Russell Bell
(TRANSCRIBER’S NOTE: THIS TAPE SIDE WAS RECORDED ON MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 20, 1999 AND IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS OF THE FOLLOWING DAY. THE PREVIOUS TWENTY TAPES INVOLVE ‘AWARENESS 2000’ — ‘AN EXPO FOR THE NEW MILLENNIUM’ AT THE LOS ANGELES AIRPORT HILTON HOTEL ON SEPTEMBER 18 & 19, 1999.)
Q: I’m taking a break from reading this Net book first chapter to call up Guy Cimbalo (a writer who interviewed me for the webzine Slywire scheduled to begin online in October ’99). Well I couldn’t reach Guy. His name isn’t listed on their voicemail system and the operator never picked up.
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Q: Yes. I’m trying to reach Guy Cimbalo. (while on hold) The operator picked up the second time.
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Q: Oh hi. I was trying to reach Guy.
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Q: Guy? Oh hi. It’s Mark Russell Bell. I thought I would check in with you because I’m going to be driving through Westwood tomorrow. If you like, I could drop off that cassette (of “Ghosts, Mediums, Psychics: Put To The Test”) for you. Okay, fine. Sure, I’ll do that. So you’re still in the same suite? Okay, also, after our last talk, I was really thinking (“NO”) about the new Commandment and I did . . . it’s something like when I get these — there’s so much disinformation — especially I went to the consciousness expo and there were all these weird channelers. I mean they channel insane things (“AND NOW”) so it’s like — I was asking for proof too of the Commandment. And so the next day the first two license plates I saw both had the letter I twice and then — like early in the morning I woke up — my first apartment in Echo Park had a little bit of a cockroach problem and then after moving to Santa Monica I had a little bit of a mosquito problem — (“ONLY”) they would only act up (“LIKE”) now and then when I’d done something wrong. An ant bit me beneath my eye. And what was so strange about this — it didn’t really hurt — (“I MEAN AND”) I don’t really have an ant problem or anything but then it reminded me three days ago before this the same thing had happened. So that’s pretty conclusive. So, anyway, that’s what I’ve been — I heard like nineteen different lectures at this ‘Awareness 2000’ expo. It was really interesting. Okay. What? Oh okay — yeah. I don’t mind stopping by. Okay. What time would be more convenient for you? Sure. I have to go pick up my mail in Santa Monica so — okay, around two. Okay. Okay, bye.
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Q: So in Barry Taff’s first chapter, there are just incredible anecdotes.
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Q: Well I couldn’t read all of the first chapter because the way it’s set up, it stopped working after a while.
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Q: I guess.
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Q: So I just went to www.lialight.com, Lia Shapiro’s website. It says:
Q: I’m taking a break from reading this Net book first chapter to call up Guy Cimbalo (a writer who interviewed me for the webzine Slywire scheduled to begin online in October ’99). Well I couldn’t reach Guy. His name isn’t listed on their voicemail system and the operator never picked up.
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Q: Yes. I’m trying to reach Guy Cimbalo. (while on hold) The operator picked up the second time.
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Q: Oh hi. I was trying to reach Guy.
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Q: Guy? Oh hi. It’s Mark Russell Bell. I thought I would check in with you because I’m going to be driving through Westwood tomorrow. If you like, I could drop off that cassette (of “Ghosts, Mediums, Psychics: Put To The Test”) for you. Okay, fine. Sure, I’ll do that. So you’re still in the same suite? Okay, also, after our last talk, I was really thinking (“NO”) about the new Commandment and I did . . . it’s something like when I get these — there’s so much disinformation — especially I went to the consciousness expo and there were all these weird channelers. I mean they channel insane things (“AND NOW”) so it’s like — I was asking for proof too of the Commandment. And so the next day the first two license plates I saw both had the letter I twice and then — like early in the morning I woke up — my first apartment in Echo Park had a little bit of a cockroach problem and then after moving to Santa Monica I had a little bit of a mosquito problem — (“ONLY”) they would only act up (“LIKE”) now and then when I’d done something wrong. An ant bit me beneath my eye. And what was so strange about this — it didn’t really hurt — (“I MEAN AND”) I don’t really have an ant problem or anything but then it reminded me three days ago before this the same thing had happened. So that’s pretty conclusive. So, anyway, that’s what I’ve been — I heard like nineteen different lectures at this ‘Awareness 2000’ expo. It was really interesting. Okay. What? Oh okay — yeah. I don’t mind stopping by. Okay. What time would be more convenient for you? Sure. I have to go pick up my mail in Santa Monica so — okay, around two. Okay. Okay, bye.
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Q: So in Barry Taff’s first chapter, there are just incredible anecdotes.
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Q: Well I couldn’t read all of the first chapter because the way it’s set up, it stopped working after a while.
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Q: I guess.
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Q: So I just went to www.lialight.com, Lia Shapiro’s website. It says:
My hope is that the message I bring will help to open up new worlds of thought and new patterns of thinking. We are now at an important evolutionary state that will lead us higher and higher. If we navigate outside the realm of the traditional, we can tap into other realms. We can find answers in our spiritual quest. This quest is the hidden journey that so many contain secretly within themselves.
In my own spiritual quest, I have traveled to a place that lies beyond the horizon. Deep mysteries have been revealed to me as they can be revealed to anyone who so desires. I cannot live with my discoveries alone, for in finding them, I must share them.
We are beings here and there are beings in other places and in other times. Just as there are people that reside in foreign lands, and remain unknown to us, there are beings that reside in other realms and other worlds.
The mysteries of life will unravel as we choose to know the answers. Sometimes when we ourselves lack the explanations to explain the unexplainable, mysteries of the universe will reveal themselves.
God certainly does not live outside of us but within us and certainly He dies not live in one book where we must find all our answers. And, lastly, God does not live in only select persons who reveal the one true way.
If God lives within us, the answers are there already. Seek and ye shall find them.
In my own spiritual quest, I have traveled to a place that lies beyond the horizon. Deep mysteries have been revealed to me as they can be revealed to anyone who so desires. I cannot live with my discoveries alone, for in finding them, I must share them.
We are beings here and there are beings in other places and in other times. Just as there are people that reside in foreign lands, and remain unknown to us, there are beings that reside in other realms and other worlds.
The mysteries of life will unravel as we choose to know the answers. Sometimes when we ourselves lack the explanations to explain the unexplainable, mysteries of the universe will reveal themselves.
God certainly does not live outside of us but within us and certainly He dies not live in one book where we must find all our answers. And, lastly, God does not live in only select persons who reveal the one true way.
If God lives within us, the answers are there already. Seek and ye shall find them.
Q: So the Email I’m leaving for Lia Shapiro basically is entitled “Awareness 2000 Lecture Follow-Up.” And then the message is: “Lia, I wanted to share with you the book I published available on the Internet. Here is a recent press release.” And then I have the headline:
Nostradamus, Edgar Cayce and Biblical Prophecies Fulfillfed
Evidence at https://testament.org
SANTA MONICA — Mark Russell Bell — author of TESTAMENT, the non-fiction book published in a free Internet edition at https://testament.org — is announcing that prophecies have come true in metaphorical events encompassing the resurrection of a King, the return of Ra-Ta the priest and the uncovering of the Hall of Records.
Prior to publishing TESTAMENT, Bell was a publicity writer for Paramount Pictures, the film studio with the familiar mountain logo. “God manifesting in the life of a writer who apprenticed as a carpenter in the Hollywood dream factory reminds others that an artist is part of a divine process as one creates from our Subconscious,” says Bell, whose lineage chart reveals ties with film directors Alfred Hitchcock (“Rebecca,” “Family Plot”) and Ken Russell (“Tommy,” “Savage Messiah.”)
A prophecy fulfilled by Bell was the Nostradamus Century X, Quatrain 72 (Francis X. King translation):
“In the year 1999 [and] seven months,From the sky will come a great King of Terror,He will resurrect the Great King of Angelmois,Before and afterwards, Mars rules happily.”
On July 26, Bell was a guest on a radio program hosted by Mike Davis on KIOC 106.1 FM broadcast from Beaumont, Texas. Bell shared the spiritual revelations he had experienced concerning the King of the Angels, a Spiritual Force sometimes known by the name Michael or Mighael. Bell’s matriarchal lineage is the King surname while his patriarchal lineage was established as “the first race of ancestry” by J. H. Wiffen in the 1833 book HISTORICAL MEMOIRS OF THE FIRST RACE OF ANCESTRY WHENCE THE HOUSE OF RUSSELL HAD IT’S ORIGIN.
“The evidence for spiritual laws of reincarnation and karma documented at https://testament.org fills some people with terror,” Bell admits. “They aren’t prepared after a lifetime in a society ruled by materialism and self-interest. The world’s capitalism continuously creates strife. I’m here to remind people that political systems and boundaries are illusions. God’s Love is the essential reality and the Angelic Force documented in my work is the Channel between God and life in our galaxy. The Creative gifts are not given the appropriate respect on Earth as people engage in war, exploitation and politically starving others to death. This same Force was known to Nostradamus, used Edgar Cayce as a channel, was referred to as ‘The Mahatmas’ by Madame Blavatsky, and communicated via the Ouija Board for the MESSAGES FROM MICHAEL books.”
TESTAMENT chronicles how Bell learned he lived previously as Bel-Marduk, an individual that Edgar Cayce referred to as Ra-Ta (Sun-Earth) the priest. In 1932, Cayce prophesied Ra-Ta would return to the world in 1998. Last year, people discovered Bell via his website.
The connection between Bel-Marduk and Ra is a subject of the work of Zecharia Sitchin. In Sitchin’s recent book THE COSMIC CODE, ancient texts are cited concerning Marduk’s emergence from the Great Pyramid. Sitchin identifies these texts on pages 59/84 as “precursors of the New Testament tale of the death, entombment, and resurrection of Jesus. Sentenced to exile, Ra/Marduk became Amen-Ra, the unseen god. . . . scholars seriously debated at the turn of this century whether his story was a prototype of the story of Christ.”
As Bell comments in “Publishing Information” at https://testament.org — “Reading TESTAMENT illuminates the lost knowledge of the relationships of man and the carnal world with those changes that fade or fall away in their various effect, making plain the interpretation of death. The reader’s consciousness is expanded; thus the ‘uncovering’ of the Hall of Records. . . . Spirit has made my life an open book so that others can expand their consciousness.”
Bell has discussed his book and website as an interview guest on such other radio stations as WPLY (Pennsylvania), WRXK (Florida), KBGG (California), WCRX (Illinois), KHOB (New Mexico), KHTT (Oklahoma) and WPBZ (Florida).
During his interview on KIOC in Texas, Bell was asked to theorize about God and replied, “God speaks to us in every voice, communicating to each of us through the subconscious minds of others. Our brains are like a transmitting device for Spirit Who’s the ultimate split personality. So rather than living a single infinity, God has blown Himself up to experience countless infinities.
“What happened to me after my experiences and expanded awareness about the nature of God, there was one night when I felt psychic energy streaming through me and had to lay down. At the time, I didn’t really know just how I was changing. I believe now that this change happened on a genetic level. I’m now wondering if others will experience a similar transformation after coming to the same expanded awareness through reading the book.”
In addition to interview and journal transcripts, materials collected at https://testament.org include photographs of a variety of what is sometimes called ‘paranormal phenomena,’ including spirits and apparitions, bushes that mysteriously went up in flames behind Bell’s condo, a bigfoot, and entities seen at a window that a rural Oklahoma family believe to be aliens.
At Paramount, Bell contributed to publicity campaigns for more than 100 films including “Ghost,” several “Star Trek” films, “Scrooged,” “Fire In The Sky,” “Dead Again,” a reissue of “The Ten Commandments,” “The Addams Family,” “Braveheart,” “The Butcher’s Wife,” “Coneheads,” “Forrest Gump,” a couple “Friday the 13th” films, “The Godfather, Part III,” “Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade,” “The Indian in the Cupboard,” “Leap of Faith,” “The Naked Gun,” “Pet Sematary,” “U2 Rattle and Hum,” “Virtuosity” and “We’re No Angels.”
Bell says that after his experiences he perceives watching movies or television shows as distractions to the real and important work Spirit calls us to do: helping other members of our human & animal family and stopping the destruction of the Earth’s eco-system.
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Evidence at https://testament.org
SANTA MONICA — Mark Russell Bell — author of TESTAMENT, the non-fiction book published in a free Internet edition at https://testament.org — is announcing that prophecies have come true in metaphorical events encompassing the resurrection of a King, the return of Ra-Ta the priest and the uncovering of the Hall of Records.
Prior to publishing TESTAMENT, Bell was a publicity writer for Paramount Pictures, the film studio with the familiar mountain logo. “God manifesting in the life of a writer who apprenticed as a carpenter in the Hollywood dream factory reminds others that an artist is part of a divine process as one creates from our Subconscious,” says Bell, whose lineage chart reveals ties with film directors Alfred Hitchcock (“Rebecca,” “Family Plot”) and Ken Russell (“Tommy,” “Savage Messiah.”)
A prophecy fulfilled by Bell was the Nostradamus Century X, Quatrain 72 (Francis X. King translation):
“In the year 1999 [and] seven months,From the sky will come a great King of Terror,He will resurrect the Great King of Angelmois,Before and afterwards, Mars rules happily.”
On July 26, Bell was a guest on a radio program hosted by Mike Davis on KIOC 106.1 FM broadcast from Beaumont, Texas. Bell shared the spiritual revelations he had experienced concerning the King of the Angels, a Spiritual Force sometimes known by the name Michael or Mighael. Bell’s matriarchal lineage is the King surname while his patriarchal lineage was established as “the first race of ancestry” by J. H. Wiffen in the 1833 book HISTORICAL MEMOIRS OF THE FIRST RACE OF ANCESTRY WHENCE THE HOUSE OF RUSSELL HAD IT’S ORIGIN.
“The evidence for spiritual laws of reincarnation and karma documented at https://testament.org fills some people with terror,” Bell admits. “They aren’t prepared after a lifetime in a society ruled by materialism and self-interest. The world’s capitalism continuously creates strife. I’m here to remind people that political systems and boundaries are illusions. God’s Love is the essential reality and the Angelic Force documented in my work is the Channel between God and life in our galaxy. The Creative gifts are not given the appropriate respect on Earth as people engage in war, exploitation and politically starving others to death. This same Force was known to Nostradamus, used Edgar Cayce as a channel, was referred to as ‘The Mahatmas’ by Madame Blavatsky, and communicated via the Ouija Board for the MESSAGES FROM MICHAEL books.”
TESTAMENT chronicles how Bell learned he lived previously as Bel-Marduk, an individual that Edgar Cayce referred to as Ra-Ta (Sun-Earth) the priest. In 1932, Cayce prophesied Ra-Ta would return to the world in 1998. Last year, people discovered Bell via his website.
The connection between Bel-Marduk and Ra is a subject of the work of Zecharia Sitchin. In Sitchin’s recent book THE COSMIC CODE, ancient texts are cited concerning Marduk’s emergence from the Great Pyramid. Sitchin identifies these texts on pages 59/84 as “precursors of the New Testament tale of the death, entombment, and resurrection of Jesus. Sentenced to exile, Ra/Marduk became Amen-Ra, the unseen god. . . . scholars seriously debated at the turn of this century whether his story was a prototype of the story of Christ.”
As Bell comments in “Publishing Information” at https://testament.org — “Reading TESTAMENT illuminates the lost knowledge of the relationships of man and the carnal world with those changes that fade or fall away in their various effect, making plain the interpretation of death. The reader’s consciousness is expanded; thus the ‘uncovering’ of the Hall of Records. . . . Spirit has made my life an open book so that others can expand their consciousness.”
Bell has discussed his book and website as an interview guest on such other radio stations as WPLY (Pennsylvania), WRXK (Florida), KBGG (California), WCRX (Illinois), KHOB (New Mexico), KHTT (Oklahoma) and WPBZ (Florida).
During his interview on KIOC in Texas, Bell was asked to theorize about God and replied, “God speaks to us in every voice, communicating to each of us through the subconscious minds of others. Our brains are like a transmitting device for Spirit Who’s the ultimate split personality. So rather than living a single infinity, God has blown Himself up to experience countless infinities.
“What happened to me after my experiences and expanded awareness about the nature of God, there was one night when I felt psychic energy streaming through me and had to lay down. At the time, I didn’t really know just how I was changing. I believe now that this change happened on a genetic level. I’m now wondering if others will experience a similar transformation after coming to the same expanded awareness through reading the book.”
In addition to interview and journal transcripts, materials collected at https://testament.org include photographs of a variety of what is sometimes called ‘paranormal phenomena,’ including spirits and apparitions, bushes that mysteriously went up in flames behind Bell’s condo, a bigfoot, and entities seen at a window that a rural Oklahoma family believe to be aliens.
At Paramount, Bell contributed to publicity campaigns for more than 100 films including “Ghost,” several “Star Trek” films, “Scrooged,” “Fire In The Sky,” “Dead Again,” a reissue of “The Ten Commandments,” “The Addams Family,” “Braveheart,” “The Butcher’s Wife,” “Coneheads,” “Forrest Gump,” a couple “Friday the 13th” films, “The Godfather, Part III,” “Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade,” “The Indian in the Cupboard,” “Leap of Faith,” “The Naked Gun,” “Pet Sematary,” “U2 Rattle and Hum,” “Virtuosity” and “We’re No Angels.”
Bell says that after his experiences he perceives watching movies or television shows as distractions to the real and important work Spirit calls us to do: helping other members of our human & animal family and stopping the destruction of the Earth’s eco-system.
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Q: So I also went to www.lipink.com, the website of Rose Nichols who I met at Lea’s lecture — the chemist with alien colors amongst her lipsticks. And I just wonder about her interactions with aliens. I mean I just think that a lot has happened, not necessarily (“THAT”) she has mentioned to me. Yet, perhaps, evil aliens are involved with women’s cosmetics. It says, “For the Woman whose time is as important as her appearance! Lip Ink is the revolutionary liquid lip color which is sweeping the country! Within our site, you will find information about Lip Ink’s lip colors, brow liners, eye liners, mascara and accessories. Lip Ink is the intelligent woman’s alternative to old fashioned lipstick.
“Lipstick is no match for Lip Ink’s staying power and color.
“Once inside, you’ll want to use our SECURE order form to order the Lip Ink starter kit or the many Lip Ink accessories available.
“As seen in these outstanding magazines!” There’s a Glamour magazine that’s prominent. “See our new 5 minute Real Video! It’s entertaining and informative, you’ll find out how Lip Ink works and how to apply it…Just click on your choice of Real Player options.
“See our reviews at these fine sites: abcnews.com, Beauty Buzz.” It says, “Enjoyed the show? Meet Rose Nichols, Lip Ink’s inventor, and to learn more about how Lip Ink got its start.” Then, there’s a place where you can click where it says: “Rose’s Favorites: Quick Order Form” and then “Lip Ink Product Order Form,” “Contact Us” and “Testimonials.”
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Q: So, of course, looking at her index the one that jumps out at me is “Aliens Lip Color.” I know this is a very successful website because she told me how many hundreds of thousands of hits she gets. She seemed surprised when I told her when I got my website domain, that was my first choice. I guess she registered many, many — you have to pay a little nominal sum to do such. And that’s what a lot of companies do. They buy up all these different names and then figure out what works the best. So I’m looking at Aliens Liquid Lip Color ®. Martian gray is #35. Apparently, there are one, two or three layers. Arcturian pink is #36, Venusian Flesh #37, Reptelian green #38, Pleiadian blue #39, Sirian violet #40 and Hathor brown #41. There’s also a place where you can click on “Lip Ink Alien Chakras”: here it says, “Mission Statement: will touch, empower, and make a difference in over one billion women’s lives by January 15, 2002.” So here there’s a “Chart Of The Seven Chakras”: name, location, function, endrocine influence, color, symbol, sound, element, dominant sense, planetary influence, emotion, and related illness.” It says, “Aliens Liquid Lip Color® products are created by combining 93% natural herbs and botanicals, with the same pigments found in ordinary cosmetics. It is hypoallergenic, free of wax, animal fat, cholesterol, and preservatives. As we strive to satisfy the cosmetic needs of an active woman’s lifestyle, we offer the following three promises: 1. The color will last 50% longer than regular make-up; 2. It is virtually impossible to smear; 3. It will last through a meal and drinks. *See brochure for ingredient list.” It says: “Lipink® International . . .”
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Q: So I didn’t get bitchy with her while waiting for the lecture to start and give my usual speech on ‘I’m glad I’m not a woman and have to go around with make-up and plastic in my boobs, etc., have my face all cut up to look younger when just by watching my diet and doing healthy things — ‘; anyway, I just don’t see why women have to look the way they have to look. I don’t know why they can’t be just more natural. I’m not even going to say like men because many men do the same things in our society. Especially in Hollywood.
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Q: So that’s a sad comment about society. People are more eager and receptive to new shades of lipstick than they are to a messenger of God.
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Q: So in the testimonials section, there’s a professional make-up artist who likes the way the color lasts. There’s a Hollywood stunt woman, corporate executive for a bank and several others. So it says here, “The Lip Ink product line was created and developed by Rose Nichols, an active businesswoman and mother whose time is as important as her appearance. Confident there had to be a more efficient and natural solution, Rose decided to explore the chemistry of herbs and botanicals in cosmetics. She started in her kitchen, later moving into her own laboratory. After nearly four years of original thinking, hard work and the investment of most of her life savings, Rose developed products far superior to those marketed by the multi-million dollar cosmetic industry giants. Finally in 1994, Rose unveiled her revolutionary product line Lip Ink, a paradigm shift in lip, brow and eye color cosmetics. Rose hopes her success will inspire women to live out their dreams. Her advice: ‘Step forward, trust yourself and tune in to the genius within you, then back it up with hard work and never give up.'” So that’s one thing that Spirit, being so giving, does in terms of channeling all kinds of innovations: from the best you can think of to the worst you can think of. For lessons. To prove Love. And to challenge, perhaps. Challenge us to evolve.
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Q: So I don’t need to send her any Email because I gave her the web address.
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Q So now I went to the www.spotlight.org website, tying in with the newspaper that I purchased (at the expo). So I guess this is the radical right, so to speak. The motto is “The battle is not to the strong alone: it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave.” — Patrick Henry. And then the headlines:
Bank Scam Branches Across Atlantic — Forty billion dollars stolen from U.S. taxpayers are only the “tip of the iceberg.”
Study Finds Local Cops Are Armed, Prepared For War — police sporting grenade
launchers and fully automatic weapons? As one researcher put it: “It’s the militirization of Mayberry.”
Spotlight Dodges A Bullet — The Constitution is alive and well in New Mexico.
Leaders push scheme — As Industrialists import cheap labor, U.S. workers lose their livelihood.”
Q: There’s a picture of “Senator John McCain (R.), presidential hopeful.” Top stories:
A Farm Bill of Rights — Presidential candidate Pat Buchanan’s speech before the Iowa straw poll.
The McCain H1-B Legislation — Senator John McCain (R-Ariz.), a presidential hopeful, has a strange way of endearing himself to voters.
Bush babies in the briar patch — Barry Seal, Medellin Cartel thought they could blackmail George W. Bush.
We’re losing the war on Drugs — Washington continues to waste tax dollars and lives in a war it can’t win.
Clinton, Chenowith headed for showdown — Some House Republicans argue the president seeks to ignore the will of Congress and the American people.
UN Troops to Move on U.S.? — The Spotlight looks into these stories and publishes what is the truth.
Reform Party: New Direction — Rebellion inside the Reform Party opens new vistas on political horizon.
Senator Gives Political Life for Country — A populist politician has seen the light: Senator goes independent route.
Blood Money Financing Bush? — The Bush for President campaign has $30 million in the bank. Critics have questions about where it came from.”
Q: On the left hand side, it says: “The Spotlight on Congress, The Media, Immigration, New World Order.” Also “News Bureau, Bookstore, Email, Subscriptions, Links.” There’s a section on new books as well: Southern Campaigns of the American Revolution, Betrayal: How the Clinton Administration Undermined American Security Suppressed Inventions and Other Discoveries, Great American Speeches: Eight Years of American Political Oratory, Medical Armageddon: Update 2000, [and] A Republic, Not An Empire. And then there’s something called The Barnes Review — “The Historical Periodical for Those Interested In The Facts, Not Hype.” I guess it’s a link (www.barnesreview.org).
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Q: So I’m going to go ahead and send my press release. Not that I think anything will happen because of it. After all, I’m a channel in many ways — not necessarily like the channelers but I provide a channel for God to test others. Sometimes I have strange reactions to things I read because of my awareness of spiritual issues and testing, which so many people seem so oblivious to. When I was reading that strange book on the Montauk Project, the author who was not well-liked by one of the other people involved in the intrigue was surprised that he was able to obtain some of the technology from this individual and couldn’t understand why his reaction to him had changed. And I couldn’t help but think, ‘Well sure, somewhere along the line he’s had spiritual insight, something about God and the universe and karma so, of course, he wants to provide you with this evil technology.’ So I also clicked on The Barnes Review homepage: “. . . To Bring History Into Accord With The Facts.” As I’m waiting for it to download, I just thought I would share something. I am disappointed that I couldn’t finish reading the chapter because it was very intriguing — Barry Taff’s book, that is. Spirit does have a wonderful sense of humor at times. In my own experience, I saw a funny bumper sticker. It said, “Kill Yourself — Save The Planet.” Of course, there were other bumper stickers on the vehicle with this sticker such as “Bad Cop — No Donut.” Things to that effect. So it wasn’t really anything more than a joke. I hope it wasn’t. That would be a disappointment. Actually, when you think about it, ‘Bad Cop — Lots of Donuts.’ I don’t like these webpages that take hours to download. They must lose a lot of visitors who don’t want to wait. One of the first things you see is a link to the publisher’s website. So here are some sample volume number titles. For example, Volume 1 Number 13 says “Ethnic Carnage in WWII — The Balkans Erupt.” Others include “Pearl Harbor — FDR’s Treason Exposed,” “The Ancient Origins of Santa Claus,” “Ferdinand & Isabella: A Historic Reign,” “Ancient Caucasian Influence in Asia,” “Harry Elmer Barnes on Roosevelt,” “America’s Keltic Origins,” “The Great Trek of the Boers,” and “Ezra Pound: In His Own Words.” After all this time, it’s still downloading — part of it. Then there are editorials — strange ones I don’t understand: “October 1997: The Lessons of History: TBR Outpaces The Field”; “November 1997: CLIO Would Weep”; and then the third one entitled “December 1997: a Book Only Partly Mendacious.” Articles — the listing includes “Ezra Round: What Did Ezra Pound Really Say,” “Lebensborn: Popular History as Sex Fantasy,” “The Soviet Discoveries in Auschwitz,” “Leon DeGrelle: Warrior for the West.” Table of contents — I guess these are the past monthly issues — dates in ’94 — ’97. Then there’s sponsors: “They Help To Make Our Site Possible.” I have no idea who or what these sponsors are. It says: “Liberty Trust, Sun Foundry, Special Offer: Ten Thousand Years of History,” “Special Offer: Jimmy Doolittle’s Flight Through Life.” They have a player-applet running somewhere. That’s one of my pet peeves. Whenever I see that, I usually just leave the website. So I’m going to send my Email to the editor now so I don’t have to come back to this page because it’ll take forever to come back, I have a feeling.
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Q: Well at this site you can’t read the articles. I tried clicking on the covers of the articles but nothing happens. I just saw something funny: “Northwood Ho! The Wagons.” So, anyway, I left some Email there. I was thinking also about the expo. I was thinking of Victor because that was a name somebody had scrawled in the cement of the sidewalk between the cement of the Car Barn and the hotel.
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Q: So it’s almost 2 a.m. Tuesday and I woke up. And all my feelings have now culminated in impressions and understanding very quickly. So what I was seeing at the Awareness 2000 expo, I believe, was a parade of the damned. And the parade isn’t over.
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Q: So I’m going over the Schedule of Events and the hand-outs. You know me — stupid. Not even able to see what’s blatantly obvious, thinking that people are always finer and nobler than what they are. Wishful thinking. I’m going through my schedule. First we have Robert Perala. A Bob and, of course, he’s also a radio and TV talkshow host — I’ll call that broadcaster, which in this day and age is a huge sin or I should say offers one a huge opportunity for evolution — to break free from the corruption and become Christ-ian. (O)kay so Bob — you don’t know if they’re telling the truth or not so you have to look at their positions and their backgrounds. So that’s what I’m doing. Because that’s very revealing. So in his case, he’s a Bob and he’s a broadcaster. Next, I went to Mosely. There are very little details about their backgrounds but, again, it says here “broadcaster.” It says he “has been featured on PBS’ ‘Nova,’ Fox national cable ‘News,’ and many other programs.” And, of course, most of those who get on are in accord with the establishment. (“SO”) Far many questions are raised. Next, Al Bielek. Well his government ties are only too obvious. Another ‘MB’ — military background, I’m writing here. Roxanne Kremer — the messenger for the dolphins. Well if I was a dolphin, I don’t think I would want one quite so laid back as Roxanne. I know it might sound a judgmental sin but she “has been working in the Amazon rainforest for the past 17 years with the Government and with the police to protect the eco-systems, and the local peoples of the forest.” ‘GOV’ I’ll put here. That’s about the only conclusion I can draw at the moment. Jaculin Dorman — what to make of Jaculin? She “has been involved with alternative health care for over 25 years.” When I looked at this Newz Dimensions, her Fall ’99 newsletter printed on two sides of an orange sheet of paper — “The Action of Consciousness” — well I’ll just give you an idea. “If God cared who was right or wrong, there would be no injustice.” So she’s broken the commandment I designate number 11 and that’s probably the worst one to go against, if you know what I mean. I’m going to write “witch” down under her name even though I don’t think that’s necessarily a negative term. (“BUT”) It’s certainly applies in this case. Alexander Collier. So he’s definitely in conflict with ‘Give back to the world as much as you take.’ And perhaps ‘Love is the only true religion.’ And most of these people have a problem with number eleven as well as number one. Number one, of course, being, ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ So I don’t know much about his background. I’m just going to write — well his partner is a Bob so I’m going to put down ‘Bob’ because the Bob energy is there. With all the Sitchin stuff, we can definitely call attention to the problem with ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ I’m putting down “Bobs” with an S since it isn’t him directly. So Dr. Fred Bell — of course, his military background is only blatant here. I noticed David Adair had some kind of affinity with him. I remember him making some kind of comment on his rocket science background. Anyway, I know that Art’s supposed to have a sister who’s a channeler but he certainly has a brother who’s a channeler here. Plus I can write ‘witch’ here because of that unfortunate demonstration. So, of course, David Adair’s quite obvious about his military background. He seems like a nice man so when nice people get misused by the system — well I guess they really aren’t very nice. I couldn’t believe it that he was going on “Jenny Jones” this week, I think he said. Talk about ties. Media ties. I mean right here it says in his bio: “He has worked for NASA and was a research physicist for some of the most Top Secret projects.” So Cynthia Charis does seem sincere to me even though she’s researched into “DNA activation” — well she’s definitely a witch. Far be it for me to decide if she’s a good witch or a bad witch — but I hope she found my press release interesting because my DNA activation process is something that perhaps can help her in her work. Martin S. Rice was a no-show. How odd. I really had been looking forward to seeing “the USA is a reflection of ancient Atlantis” and, of course, we know what happened to Atlantis. Looking at what is said about his talk with the “cellular memory” and the “Standing Columnar Light Wave, reflected by the chakras and aura field . . . psychic researcher Marty Rice . . . CEO of Synectics Research, Inc., a world-class think-tank focusing on the development of alternative energy sources, which holds patents on the Aluminum-Air Fuel Cell, a prime candidate to replace the internal combustion engine.” So we have all kinds of affiliations with technology and think-tanks pose a tremendous level for sin, obviously. Especially based upon what I’ve learned about the Rand Company. Well I won’t write anything down under his name. I just hope — well I’m not even going to say what could’ve happened because I don’t know but how odd he didn’t show up. There had to be a reason. So Ken Kalb. I mean I’ve been very careful with him to share the book. So we have commandment 14 broken: ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ For whatever reasons — I can only guess at. It must be frustrating to lead a life of lectures with small groups of people and then illusions about the effects your work is having in the world. I remember saying he was naive — this being my main response to his lecture. I remember he did my astrological horoscope by computer. So he’s definitely a witch. So moving on to the Sunday lecturers. Of course, I seldom think “Remember the Sabbath day to keep it holy” applies in any capacity. (“YET”) In this instance, I think that it probably does. So Lia Shapiro is definitely ‘MB’ and we have another case of 11 broken. Looking at an article channeled by “The Pleiadians through Lia Shapiro” from the Sedona Journal from February 1999 — I think all channelers should pay careful attention to the line: “Most will never appear”—this is about alien beings coming in many forms—”in their true form, but can and do transform into whatever form will allow them easy access to your world without attracting undue attention.” She goes on to say, “You might interpret our own intent and purpose as divine, since we work most often in the subconscious or between the layers of human consciousness.” So there goes number one, which is always the big danger for channelers. That commandment. So, in the other article: “Spiritual Training” — “The Pleiadians through Lia Shapiro” from the August ’99 Sedona Journal of Emergence! amidst the usual sentimental New Age gobbledygook, some of which is in keeping with God; after all, everything does come from the subconscious. But how on Earth did this happen? This comment? “The world was given certain information when Jesus came. We tell you now this man was not who you might think he was. He said, ‘My ways are higher than your ways. My world is higher than your world. Where I come from, you cannot go.’ Does this help you to see that he was not an ordinary human?” So during the nineteen lectures I attended — I can’t even remember which one was talking about Rasputian as an elevated being of some sort. Of course, Paul Tice who wrote a book on people who’ve changed history. Here in the “Schedule of Events,” it says: “People like Ghandi, Joan of Arc, Dr. King and others changed the course of history with the power of the spirit.” And, of course, there are some things that set Joan of Arc apart from the other individuals — I just wonder how Hilly Rose came to select Paul for his show. I mean notice the kind of response I got from Mr. Rose who does have a military background. So, since I gave him my book—which is very clearly presented in the press release—we have the beginning of a good opportunity. I’m going to write down ‘book’ over his name because that’s predominantly what he’s trying to sell. I can also write book down under Fred Bell’s name and, or course, Alexander Collier’s name. That’s what happens when you have children at any stage in your life. You suddenly have to have a larger income than you might have otherwise (needed), which creates a need that may not be the best for one’s spiritual path because you have to worry about putting food on the table for the kids. And in a corrupt society there are all kinds of problems here for making money the wrong way. So Ken Kalb also gets ‘book’ written beside ‘witch’ underneath his name. And so does Robert Perala. And Lia Shapiro is working on a book as well. So Paul Hubbert — well we definitely have a problem here with number two: ‘Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image” because he found old Egyptian representations which he’s describing as “the Hathors,” which also brings us into trouble with ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ It says here on the “Holographic Sound Healing” hand-out: “He also works with many other Masters, the elementals, Celtic and Egyptian Deities and has powerful connections to the Atlantean Mystery Schools. It says: “In the workshop you will experience: Chakra clearing and balancing with Archangel Michael and the Hathors.” So that’s an area of interest. My book, as I told him when I gave him the copy, is an Angel Mighael book. I’m writing ‘witch’ under his name. It says in his hand-out on “the Hathors”: “I have been working with sound vibration for the purposes of healing for several years now.” So, of course, his anecdote about wearing his microphone into the bathroom and then coming back — he said, ‘I’d like to blame that on the Hathors.’ (“BUT”) It’s just as true that he could blame that on anyone or anything. And I can sympathize with him because I’ve blamed many things similar to that on Mighael. I guess it just goes with the territory. So, under Dr. Louis Turi, I can also write ‘book’ and ‘witch.’ And, having sent him Email in the past, he certainly may be guilty of ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ So, where Kate Marciniak is concerned, it was amusing that my workshop partner had seen her last name and had assumed that Barbara (Marciniak) would be speaking but where Kate is concerned I must say I have no suspicions whatsoever and I think she’s totally sincere. I can write down ‘witch’ underneath her name but I’m sure she is a good witch. Like myself. And Judy Garland. So under Sean David Morton’s name, I can write ‘book,’ ‘witch’ and ‘broadcaster.’ And I just remember my question of him regarding developments with Victor and, of course, he mentioned that the production company (who produced the video) was no longer in existence. And when I asked if the company might’ve been black ops, he immediately changed the question to one of whether or not the alien was authentic. And, of course, he seemed uncomfortable when I said, “Oh I’m sure that the video was authentic.” So my impression of reincarnation and Fatty Arbuckle — I really don’t know what level this is on, energy or otherwise. Yet anybody who begins his lecture with jokes — well what can I say? He does have a lot of contacts with the military. And, of course, he presents himself as “the man who blew the lid off Area 51.” I mean he talked about being a producer for “Hard Copy!” Anyone who listens to Art Bell and goes to these sites on the Internet knows that Sean David Morton and Ed Dames are the two whose prophecy records are probably the worst of anyone. So, since I so carefully sent him a copy of my book some time ago, he’s definitely broken ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ And it just shows that you can just tell somebody the most obvious truths and they’re too preoccupied with other matters to get the message. So Sean, according to the flyer, has appeared on “Montel,” “Vicki,” “Paranormal Borderline,” “Now It Can Be Told,” “Sightings,” “Hard Copy!,” “The Other Side,” “Strange Universe,” and NBC’s “Ancient Pophecies!” I hope he reads my book soon so he won’t think this is prestigious. So Sheldon Nidle didn’t show up so I can’t write down anything under his name. I was hoping to find out more about this ‘Galactic Federation’ you hear so much about. That’s kind of a military organization, it seems to me, which is a contradiction — at least it sounds like one. I really don’t know enough to say for certain. But I truly believe that karma takes care of any group or race and prevents them from evolving technologically and otherwise unless the spiritual elevation is there. However, the metaphor can obviously be used by the big mystery seen in glimpses throughout my work of the force equated with evil, Satan and the Devil with forces most often characterized in holy literature as claiming to be God — most clear in The Lost Books of The Bible and The Forgotten Books of Eden paperback. Whenever I hear anyone claiming to be God, it’s a sure sign of this ultimate evil, metaphoric or otherwise. So I gave Jon Rappoport a copy of my book and, as an investigative journalist (“WHO”) has impressed me in his appearances on Hilly Rose’s show. I’m glad he accepted my book. Now he’ll be in danger, of course, of participating in a cover-up. We all have challenges in life. He does have a book (he wrote). I’m putting ‘book’ under his name. And he’s a broadcaster. I’m putting that under his name. I really respected his lecture because he was trying to go to the basis for so many difficult areas in journalism and just living in general in terms of not wanting to accept the reality of one’s choices in life. And even he, himself, alluded to making this mistake when he commented on some people looking at life as a bloating experience because, certainly, that’s something we can control. Our weight. We can go to the gym. We can eat the right things. We don’t have to overeat. Also, where the media and broadcasters are concerned, special care must always be taken because you don’t want to bear false witness against thy neighbor. So I was mesmerized by Ron Watson and his range of experiences. And his apparent love of God. He is a broadcaster: “syndicated radio talk show host of ‘New Dimensions in Health.'” And he’s a witch too because it says he’s “president of Pentex, a company that markets the only university tested and proven air ionizer to improve moods, energy, health and breathing.” So what a challenge my book will present for him. He even talked about the fact that nobody knows when Christ is returning. When I left him a copy of my book and had to rush off to the workshop, he said, “I don’t know what it is but thank you.” So the workshop, of course, by Shawn Randall channeling Torah, addressed “Y2K and the Computer Bug: Armageddon (“OR OP”) or Opportunity?” And, of course, having been a talent agent in Hollywood, she did remind me a lot of the frustrated actresses I’ve known over the years. I mean she gave wonderful detail to her hand-outs being on beautiful paper and making sure there was silk cloths around the tables — I mean the presentation was very much in keeping with production values. And she did mention the best-known channel, Kevin Ryerson, who, of course, channels spirits that do say things that one can’t imagine somebody could devise. However, in Shawn’s case, there wasn’t anything that Torah said (“THAT”) I wouldn’t think that Shawn herself might’ve wanted to share. I mean there were no surprising revelations or manifestations. I don’t know anything about her background just about. Underneath her name I’m writing ‘witch.’ So I’m really not concluding anything about her at the moment. It just reminded me of the possibility for channeling to become just another offshoot of the entertainment industry. ‘If one can’t get film work or TV work and can’t find a really good Equity Waiver avenue or play or touring show, how about channeling?’ Of course, I took home flyers about “Torah at the Bodhi Tree Bookstore” in WeHo and at a company I’m not familiar with entitled Tobias & Alysha Co. It says: “Torah and Shawn have appeared numerous times on TV including “The Other Side” and CNN. They are discussed in several books including Time-Life Books Mysteries of the Unknown Spirit Summonings, Channeling — Investigations On Receiving Information From Paranormal Resources by Jon Klimo, Channelers by Robin Westen and Psychic Horoscopes by Tom Csere. I, myself, couldn’t imagine ever being a willing channel and losing the control of my body to some other being who could say or do anything. You’d have to be pretty clear this was something beneficial for humanity on the level of Edgar Cayce or Kevin Ryerson who both were seemingly carefully prepared for their work from what I’ve been able to comprehend. And, of course, it’s sad so many people like Kevin have fallen into this whole commercial trip of escorting others to ‘power places’ of the world. Some of them have bestsellers and become rich. There’s a danger of going against giving back to the world as much as you take; and being lost in the capitalistic exploitative culture that says it’s alright to exploit other people, to use your God-given abilities to make yourself wealthy. The ego is always something one has to be aware of as well. I mean my tapes document how deranged and egocentric one can become when one thinks of one’s self as ‘a chosen one.’ So perhaps the biggest names at “Awareness 2000” were Richard C. Hoagland and Robert Ghostwolf, both of whom I’ve corresponded with via Email so they’re definitely in trouble about the ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ For whatever reasons. They’re both broadcasters and, for the life of me, I just can’t understand how Richard hasn’t been able to take his theories to the next level. He must be guilty of breaking number 11. So I’m not writing anything under their names because I didn’t attend their lectures but I certainly would write ‘broadcaster,’ ‘witch’ and ‘book’ under both of their names. So I’m going back to bed now to get some rest. I definitely know the tact I’m going to take with my meeting tomorrow. And I know this all is very bitchy and I’m taking a few things for granted. But I think this is a good way to warn people of the possibilities for corruption. And I’m just reminded how the purpose in life is to evolve and be worthy of God’s Love. We do get chances to redeem ourselves.
Q: So I also went to www.lipink.com, the website of Rose Nichols who I met at Lea’s lecture — the chemist with alien colors amongst her lipsticks. And I just wonder about her interactions with aliens. I mean I just think that a lot has happened, not necessarily (“THAT”) she has mentioned to me. Yet, perhaps, evil aliens are involved with women’s cosmetics. It says, “For the Woman whose time is as important as her appearance! Lip Ink is the revolutionary liquid lip color which is sweeping the country! Within our site, you will find information about Lip Ink’s lip colors, brow liners, eye liners, mascara and accessories. Lip Ink is the intelligent woman’s alternative to old fashioned lipstick.
“Lipstick is no match for Lip Ink’s staying power and color.
“Once inside, you’ll want to use our SECURE order form to order the Lip Ink starter kit or the many Lip Ink accessories available.
“As seen in these outstanding magazines!” There’s a Glamour magazine that’s prominent. “See our new 5 minute Real Video! It’s entertaining and informative, you’ll find out how Lip Ink works and how to apply it…Just click on your choice of Real Player options.
“See our reviews at these fine sites: abcnews.com, Beauty Buzz.” It says, “Enjoyed the show? Meet Rose Nichols, Lip Ink’s inventor, and to learn more about how Lip Ink got its start.” Then, there’s a place where you can click where it says: “Rose’s Favorites: Quick Order Form” and then “Lip Ink Product Order Form,” “Contact Us” and “Testimonials.”
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Q: So, of course, looking at her index the one that jumps out at me is “Aliens Lip Color.” I know this is a very successful website because she told me how many hundreds of thousands of hits she gets. She seemed surprised when I told her when I got my website domain, that was my first choice. I guess she registered many, many — you have to pay a little nominal sum to do such. And that’s what a lot of companies do. They buy up all these different names and then figure out what works the best. So I’m looking at Aliens Liquid Lip Color ®. Martian gray is #35. Apparently, there are one, two or three layers. Arcturian pink is #36, Venusian Flesh #37, Reptelian green #38, Pleiadian blue #39, Sirian violet #40 and Hathor brown #41. There’s also a place where you can click on “Lip Ink Alien Chakras”: here it says, “Mission Statement: will touch, empower, and make a difference in over one billion women’s lives by January 15, 2002.” So here there’s a “Chart Of The Seven Chakras”: name, location, function, endrocine influence, color, symbol, sound, element, dominant sense, planetary influence, emotion, and related illness.” It says, “Aliens Liquid Lip Color® products are created by combining 93% natural herbs and botanicals, with the same pigments found in ordinary cosmetics. It is hypoallergenic, free of wax, animal fat, cholesterol, and preservatives. As we strive to satisfy the cosmetic needs of an active woman’s lifestyle, we offer the following three promises: 1. The color will last 50% longer than regular make-up; 2. It is virtually impossible to smear; 3. It will last through a meal and drinks. *See brochure for ingredient list.” It says: “Lipink® International . . .”
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Q: So I didn’t get bitchy with her while waiting for the lecture to start and give my usual speech on ‘I’m glad I’m not a woman and have to go around with make-up and plastic in my boobs, etc., have my face all cut up to look younger when just by watching my diet and doing healthy things — ‘; anyway, I just don’t see why women have to look the way they have to look. I don’t know why they can’t be just more natural. I’m not even going to say like men because many men do the same things in our society. Especially in Hollywood.
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Q: So that’s a sad comment about society. People are more eager and receptive to new shades of lipstick than they are to a messenger of God.
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Q: So in the testimonials section, there’s a professional make-up artist who likes the way the color lasts. There’s a Hollywood stunt woman, corporate executive for a bank and several others. So it says here, “The Lip Ink product line was created and developed by Rose Nichols, an active businesswoman and mother whose time is as important as her appearance. Confident there had to be a more efficient and natural solution, Rose decided to explore the chemistry of herbs and botanicals in cosmetics. She started in her kitchen, later moving into her own laboratory. After nearly four years of original thinking, hard work and the investment of most of her life savings, Rose developed products far superior to those marketed by the multi-million dollar cosmetic industry giants. Finally in 1994, Rose unveiled her revolutionary product line Lip Ink, a paradigm shift in lip, brow and eye color cosmetics. Rose hopes her success will inspire women to live out their dreams. Her advice: ‘Step forward, trust yourself and tune in to the genius within you, then back it up with hard work and never give up.'” So that’s one thing that Spirit, being so giving, does in terms of channeling all kinds of innovations: from the best you can think of to the worst you can think of. For lessons. To prove Love. And to challenge, perhaps. Challenge us to evolve.
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Q: So I don’t need to send her any Email because I gave her the web address.
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Q So now I went to the www.spotlight.org website, tying in with the newspaper that I purchased (at the expo). So I guess this is the radical right, so to speak. The motto is “The battle is not to the strong alone: it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave.” — Patrick Henry. And then the headlines:
Bank Scam Branches Across Atlantic — Forty billion dollars stolen from U.S. taxpayers are only the “tip of the iceberg.”
Study Finds Local Cops Are Armed, Prepared For War — police sporting grenade
launchers and fully automatic weapons? As one researcher put it: “It’s the militirization of Mayberry.”
Spotlight Dodges A Bullet — The Constitution is alive and well in New Mexico.
Leaders push scheme — As Industrialists import cheap labor, U.S. workers lose their livelihood.”
Q: There’s a picture of “Senator John McCain (R.), presidential hopeful.” Top stories:
A Farm Bill of Rights — Presidential candidate Pat Buchanan’s speech before the Iowa straw poll.
The McCain H1-B Legislation — Senator John McCain (R-Ariz.), a presidential hopeful, has a strange way of endearing himself to voters.
Bush babies in the briar patch — Barry Seal, Medellin Cartel thought they could blackmail George W. Bush.
We’re losing the war on Drugs — Washington continues to waste tax dollars and lives in a war it can’t win.
Clinton, Chenowith headed for showdown — Some House Republicans argue the president seeks to ignore the will of Congress and the American people.
UN Troops to Move on U.S.? — The Spotlight looks into these stories and publishes what is the truth.
Reform Party: New Direction — Rebellion inside the Reform Party opens new vistas on political horizon.
Senator Gives Political Life for Country — A populist politician has seen the light: Senator goes independent route.
Blood Money Financing Bush? — The Bush for President campaign has $30 million in the bank. Critics have questions about where it came from.”
Q: On the left hand side, it says: “The Spotlight on Congress, The Media, Immigration, New World Order.” Also “News Bureau, Bookstore, Email, Subscriptions, Links.” There’s a section on new books as well: Southern Campaigns of the American Revolution, Betrayal: How the Clinton Administration Undermined American Security Suppressed Inventions and Other Discoveries, Great American Speeches: Eight Years of American Political Oratory, Medical Armageddon: Update 2000, [and] A Republic, Not An Empire. And then there’s something called The Barnes Review — “The Historical Periodical for Those Interested In The Facts, Not Hype.” I guess it’s a link (www.barnesreview.org).
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Q: So I’m going to go ahead and send my press release. Not that I think anything will happen because of it. After all, I’m a channel in many ways — not necessarily like the channelers but I provide a channel for God to test others. Sometimes I have strange reactions to things I read because of my awareness of spiritual issues and testing, which so many people seem so oblivious to. When I was reading that strange book on the Montauk Project, the author who was not well-liked by one of the other people involved in the intrigue was surprised that he was able to obtain some of the technology from this individual and couldn’t understand why his reaction to him had changed. And I couldn’t help but think, ‘Well sure, somewhere along the line he’s had spiritual insight, something about God and the universe and karma so, of course, he wants to provide you with this evil technology.’ So I also clicked on The Barnes Review homepage: “. . . To Bring History Into Accord With The Facts.” As I’m waiting for it to download, I just thought I would share something. I am disappointed that I couldn’t finish reading the chapter because it was very intriguing — Barry Taff’s book, that is. Spirit does have a wonderful sense of humor at times. In my own experience, I saw a funny bumper sticker. It said, “Kill Yourself — Save The Planet.” Of course, there were other bumper stickers on the vehicle with this sticker such as “Bad Cop — No Donut.” Things to that effect. So it wasn’t really anything more than a joke. I hope it wasn’t. That would be a disappointment. Actually, when you think about it, ‘Bad Cop — Lots of Donuts.’ I don’t like these webpages that take hours to download. They must lose a lot of visitors who don’t want to wait. One of the first things you see is a link to the publisher’s website. So here are some sample volume number titles. For example, Volume 1 Number 13 says “Ethnic Carnage in WWII — The Balkans Erupt.” Others include “Pearl Harbor — FDR’s Treason Exposed,” “The Ancient Origins of Santa Claus,” “Ferdinand & Isabella: A Historic Reign,” “Ancient Caucasian Influence in Asia,” “Harry Elmer Barnes on Roosevelt,” “America’s Keltic Origins,” “The Great Trek of the Boers,” and “Ezra Pound: In His Own Words.” After all this time, it’s still downloading — part of it. Then there are editorials — strange ones I don’t understand: “October 1997: The Lessons of History: TBR Outpaces The Field”; “November 1997: CLIO Would Weep”; and then the third one entitled “December 1997: a Book Only Partly Mendacious.” Articles — the listing includes “Ezra Round: What Did Ezra Pound Really Say,” “Lebensborn: Popular History as Sex Fantasy,” “The Soviet Discoveries in Auschwitz,” “Leon DeGrelle: Warrior for the West.” Table of contents — I guess these are the past monthly issues — dates in ’94 — ’97. Then there’s sponsors: “They Help To Make Our Site Possible.” I have no idea who or what these sponsors are. It says: “Liberty Trust, Sun Foundry, Special Offer: Ten Thousand Years of History,” “Special Offer: Jimmy Doolittle’s Flight Through Life.” They have a player-applet running somewhere. That’s one of my pet peeves. Whenever I see that, I usually just leave the website. So I’m going to send my Email to the editor now so I don’t have to come back to this page because it’ll take forever to come back, I have a feeling.
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Q: Well at this site you can’t read the articles. I tried clicking on the covers of the articles but nothing happens. I just saw something funny: “Northwood Ho! The Wagons.” So, anyway, I left some Email there. I was thinking also about the expo. I was thinking of Victor because that was a name somebody had scrawled in the cement of the sidewalk between the cement of the Car Barn and the hotel.
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Q: So it’s almost 2 a.m. Tuesday and I woke up. And all my feelings have now culminated in impressions and understanding very quickly. So what I was seeing at the Awareness 2000 expo, I believe, was a parade of the damned. And the parade isn’t over.
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Q: So I’m going over the Schedule of Events and the hand-outs. You know me — stupid. Not even able to see what’s blatantly obvious, thinking that people are always finer and nobler than what they are. Wishful thinking. I’m going through my schedule. First we have Robert Perala. A Bob and, of course, he’s also a radio and TV talkshow host — I’ll call that broadcaster, which in this day and age is a huge sin or I should say offers one a huge opportunity for evolution — to break free from the corruption and become Christ-ian. (O)kay so Bob — you don’t know if they’re telling the truth or not so you have to look at their positions and their backgrounds. So that’s what I’m doing. Because that’s very revealing. So in his case, he’s a Bob and he’s a broadcaster. Next, I went to Mosely. There are very little details about their backgrounds but, again, it says here “broadcaster.” It says he “has been featured on PBS’ ‘Nova,’ Fox national cable ‘News,’ and many other programs.” And, of course, most of those who get on are in accord with the establishment. (“SO”) Far many questions are raised. Next, Al Bielek. Well his government ties are only too obvious. Another ‘MB’ — military background, I’m writing here. Roxanne Kremer — the messenger for the dolphins. Well if I was a dolphin, I don’t think I would want one quite so laid back as Roxanne. I know it might sound a judgmental sin but she “has been working in the Amazon rainforest for the past 17 years with the Government and with the police to protect the eco-systems, and the local peoples of the forest.” ‘GOV’ I’ll put here. That’s about the only conclusion I can draw at the moment. Jaculin Dorman — what to make of Jaculin? She “has been involved with alternative health care for over 25 years.” When I looked at this Newz Dimensions, her Fall ’99 newsletter printed on two sides of an orange sheet of paper — “The Action of Consciousness” — well I’ll just give you an idea. “If God cared who was right or wrong, there would be no injustice.” So she’s broken the commandment I designate number 11 and that’s probably the worst one to go against, if you know what I mean. I’m going to write “witch” down under her name even though I don’t think that’s necessarily a negative term. (“BUT”) It’s certainly applies in this case. Alexander Collier. So he’s definitely in conflict with ‘Give back to the world as much as you take.’ And perhaps ‘Love is the only true religion.’ And most of these people have a problem with number eleven as well as number one. Number one, of course, being, ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ So I don’t know much about his background. I’m just going to write — well his partner is a Bob so I’m going to put down ‘Bob’ because the Bob energy is there. With all the Sitchin stuff, we can definitely call attention to the problem with ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ I’m putting down “Bobs” with an S since it isn’t him directly. So Dr. Fred Bell — of course, his military background is only blatant here. I noticed David Adair had some kind of affinity with him. I remember him making some kind of comment on his rocket science background. Anyway, I know that Art’s supposed to have a sister who’s a channeler but he certainly has a brother who’s a channeler here. Plus I can write ‘witch’ here because of that unfortunate demonstration. So, of course, David Adair’s quite obvious about his military background. He seems like a nice man so when nice people get misused by the system — well I guess they really aren’t very nice. I couldn’t believe it that he was going on “Jenny Jones” this week, I think he said. Talk about ties. Media ties. I mean right here it says in his bio: “He has worked for NASA and was a research physicist for some of the most Top Secret projects.” So Cynthia Charis does seem sincere to me even though she’s researched into “DNA activation” — well she’s definitely a witch. Far be it for me to decide if she’s a good witch or a bad witch — but I hope she found my press release interesting because my DNA activation process is something that perhaps can help her in her work. Martin S. Rice was a no-show. How odd. I really had been looking forward to seeing “the USA is a reflection of ancient Atlantis” and, of course, we know what happened to Atlantis. Looking at what is said about his talk with the “cellular memory” and the “Standing Columnar Light Wave, reflected by the chakras and aura field . . . psychic researcher Marty Rice . . . CEO of Synectics Research, Inc., a world-class think-tank focusing on the development of alternative energy sources, which holds patents on the Aluminum-Air Fuel Cell, a prime candidate to replace the internal combustion engine.” So we have all kinds of affiliations with technology and think-tanks pose a tremendous level for sin, obviously. Especially based upon what I’ve learned about the Rand Company. Well I won’t write anything down under his name. I just hope — well I’m not even going to say what could’ve happened because I don’t know but how odd he didn’t show up. There had to be a reason. So Ken Kalb. I mean I’ve been very careful with him to share the book. So we have commandment 14 broken: ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ For whatever reasons — I can only guess at. It must be frustrating to lead a life of lectures with small groups of people and then illusions about the effects your work is having in the world. I remember saying he was naive — this being my main response to his lecture. I remember he did my astrological horoscope by computer. So he’s definitely a witch. So moving on to the Sunday lecturers. Of course, I seldom think “Remember the Sabbath day to keep it holy” applies in any capacity. (“YET”) In this instance, I think that it probably does. So Lia Shapiro is definitely ‘MB’ and we have another case of 11 broken. Looking at an article channeled by “The Pleiadians through Lia Shapiro” from the Sedona Journal from February 1999 — I think all channelers should pay careful attention to the line: “Most will never appear”—this is about alien beings coming in many forms—”in their true form, but can and do transform into whatever form will allow them easy access to your world without attracting undue attention.” She goes on to say, “You might interpret our own intent and purpose as divine, since we work most often in the subconscious or between the layers of human consciousness.” So there goes number one, which is always the big danger for channelers. That commandment. So, in the other article: “Spiritual Training” — “The Pleiadians through Lia Shapiro” from the August ’99 Sedona Journal of Emergence! amidst the usual sentimental New Age gobbledygook, some of which is in keeping with God; after all, everything does come from the subconscious. But how on Earth did this happen? This comment? “The world was given certain information when Jesus came. We tell you now this man was not who you might think he was. He said, ‘My ways are higher than your ways. My world is higher than your world. Where I come from, you cannot go.’ Does this help you to see that he was not an ordinary human?” So during the nineteen lectures I attended — I can’t even remember which one was talking about Rasputian as an elevated being of some sort. Of course, Paul Tice who wrote a book on people who’ve changed history. Here in the “Schedule of Events,” it says: “People like Ghandi, Joan of Arc, Dr. King and others changed the course of history with the power of the spirit.” And, of course, there are some things that set Joan of Arc apart from the other individuals — I just wonder how Hilly Rose came to select Paul for his show. I mean notice the kind of response I got from Mr. Rose who does have a military background. So, since I gave him my book—which is very clearly presented in the press release—we have the beginning of a good opportunity. I’m going to write down ‘book’ over his name because that’s predominantly what he’s trying to sell. I can also write book down under Fred Bell’s name and, or course, Alexander Collier’s name. That’s what happens when you have children at any stage in your life. You suddenly have to have a larger income than you might have otherwise (needed), which creates a need that may not be the best for one’s spiritual path because you have to worry about putting food on the table for the kids. And in a corrupt society there are all kinds of problems here for making money the wrong way. So Ken Kalb also gets ‘book’ written beside ‘witch’ underneath his name. And so does Robert Perala. And Lia Shapiro is working on a book as well. So Paul Hubbert — well we definitely have a problem here with number two: ‘Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image” because he found old Egyptian representations which he’s describing as “the Hathors,” which also brings us into trouble with ‘Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ It says here on the “Holographic Sound Healing” hand-out: “He also works with many other Masters, the elementals, Celtic and Egyptian Deities and has powerful connections to the Atlantean Mystery Schools. It says: “In the workshop you will experience: Chakra clearing and balancing with Archangel Michael and the Hathors.” So that’s an area of interest. My book, as I told him when I gave him the copy, is an Angel Mighael book. I’m writing ‘witch’ under his name. It says in his hand-out on “the Hathors”: “I have been working with sound vibration for the purposes of healing for several years now.” So, of course, his anecdote about wearing his microphone into the bathroom and then coming back — he said, ‘I’d like to blame that on the Hathors.’ (“BUT”) It’s just as true that he could blame that on anyone or anything. And I can sympathize with him because I’ve blamed many things similar to that on Mighael. I guess it just goes with the territory. So, under Dr. Louis Turi, I can also write ‘book’ and ‘witch.’ And, having sent him Email in the past, he certainly may be guilty of ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ So, where Kate Marciniak is concerned, it was amusing that my workshop partner had seen her last name and had assumed that Barbara (Marciniak) would be speaking but where Kate is concerned I must say I have no suspicions whatsoever and I think she’s totally sincere. I can write down ‘witch’ underneath her name but I’m sure she is a good witch. Like myself. And Judy Garland. So under Sean David Morton’s name, I can write ‘book,’ ‘witch’ and ‘broadcaster.’ And I just remember my question of him regarding developments with Victor and, of course, he mentioned that the production company (who produced the video) was no longer in existence. And when I asked if the company might’ve been black ops, he immediately changed the question to one of whether or not the alien was authentic. And, of course, he seemed uncomfortable when I said, “Oh I’m sure that the video was authentic.” So my impression of reincarnation and Fatty Arbuckle — I really don’t know what level this is on, energy or otherwise. Yet anybody who begins his lecture with jokes — well what can I say? He does have a lot of contacts with the military. And, of course, he presents himself as “the man who blew the lid off Area 51.” I mean he talked about being a producer for “Hard Copy!” Anyone who listens to Art Bell and goes to these sites on the Internet knows that Sean David Morton and Ed Dames are the two whose prophecy records are probably the worst of anyone. So, since I so carefully sent him a copy of my book some time ago, he’s definitely broken ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ And it just shows that you can just tell somebody the most obvious truths and they’re too preoccupied with other matters to get the message. So Sean, according to the flyer, has appeared on “Montel,” “Vicki,” “Paranormal Borderline,” “Now It Can Be Told,” “Sightings,” “Hard Copy!,” “The Other Side,” “Strange Universe,” and NBC’s “Ancient Pophecies!” I hope he reads my book soon so he won’t think this is prestigious. So Sheldon Nidle didn’t show up so I can’t write down anything under his name. I was hoping to find out more about this ‘Galactic Federation’ you hear so much about. That’s kind of a military organization, it seems to me, which is a contradiction — at least it sounds like one. I really don’t know enough to say for certain. But I truly believe that karma takes care of any group or race and prevents them from evolving technologically and otherwise unless the spiritual elevation is there. However, the metaphor can obviously be used by the big mystery seen in glimpses throughout my work of the force equated with evil, Satan and the Devil with forces most often characterized in holy literature as claiming to be God — most clear in The Lost Books of The Bible and The Forgotten Books of Eden paperback. Whenever I hear anyone claiming to be God, it’s a sure sign of this ultimate evil, metaphoric or otherwise. So I gave Jon Rappoport a copy of my book and, as an investigative journalist (“WHO”) has impressed me in his appearances on Hilly Rose’s show. I’m glad he accepted my book. Now he’ll be in danger, of course, of participating in a cover-up. We all have challenges in life. He does have a book (he wrote). I’m putting ‘book’ under his name. And he’s a broadcaster. I’m putting that under his name. I really respected his lecture because he was trying to go to the basis for so many difficult areas in journalism and just living in general in terms of not wanting to accept the reality of one’s choices in life. And even he, himself, alluded to making this mistake when he commented on some people looking at life as a bloating experience because, certainly, that’s something we can control. Our weight. We can go to the gym. We can eat the right things. We don’t have to overeat. Also, where the media and broadcasters are concerned, special care must always be taken because you don’t want to bear false witness against thy neighbor. So I was mesmerized by Ron Watson and his range of experiences. And his apparent love of God. He is a broadcaster: “syndicated radio talk show host of ‘New Dimensions in Health.'” And he’s a witch too because it says he’s “president of Pentex, a company that markets the only university tested and proven air ionizer to improve moods, energy, health and breathing.” So what a challenge my book will present for him. He even talked about the fact that nobody knows when Christ is returning. When I left him a copy of my book and had to rush off to the workshop, he said, “I don’t know what it is but thank you.” So the workshop, of course, by Shawn Randall channeling Torah, addressed “Y2K and the Computer Bug: Armageddon (“OR OP”) or Opportunity?” And, of course, having been a talent agent in Hollywood, she did remind me a lot of the frustrated actresses I’ve known over the years. I mean she gave wonderful detail to her hand-outs being on beautiful paper and making sure there was silk cloths around the tables — I mean the presentation was very much in keeping with production values. And she did mention the best-known channel, Kevin Ryerson, who, of course, channels spirits that do say things that one can’t imagine somebody could devise. However, in Shawn’s case, there wasn’t anything that Torah said (“THAT”) I wouldn’t think that Shawn herself might’ve wanted to share. I mean there were no surprising revelations or manifestations. I don’t know anything about her background just about. Underneath her name I’m writing ‘witch.’ So I’m really not concluding anything about her at the moment. It just reminded me of the possibility for channeling to become just another offshoot of the entertainment industry. ‘If one can’t get film work or TV work and can’t find a really good Equity Waiver avenue or play or touring show, how about channeling?’ Of course, I took home flyers about “Torah at the Bodhi Tree Bookstore” in WeHo and at a company I’m not familiar with entitled Tobias & Alysha Co. It says: “Torah and Shawn have appeared numerous times on TV including “The Other Side” and CNN. They are discussed in several books including Time-Life Books Mysteries of the Unknown Spirit Summonings, Channeling — Investigations On Receiving Information From Paranormal Resources by Jon Klimo, Channelers by Robin Westen and Psychic Horoscopes by Tom Csere. I, myself, couldn’t imagine ever being a willing channel and losing the control of my body to some other being who could say or do anything. You’d have to be pretty clear this was something beneficial for humanity on the level of Edgar Cayce or Kevin Ryerson who both were seemingly carefully prepared for their work from what I’ve been able to comprehend. And, of course, it’s sad so many people like Kevin have fallen into this whole commercial trip of escorting others to ‘power places’ of the world. Some of them have bestsellers and become rich. There’s a danger of going against giving back to the world as much as you take; and being lost in the capitalistic exploitative culture that says it’s alright to exploit other people, to use your God-given abilities to make yourself wealthy. The ego is always something one has to be aware of as well. I mean my tapes document how deranged and egocentric one can become when one thinks of one’s self as ‘a chosen one.’ So perhaps the biggest names at “Awareness 2000” were Richard C. Hoagland and Robert Ghostwolf, both of whom I’ve corresponded with via Email so they’re definitely in trouble about the ‘Thou shalt not participate in cover-ups.’ For whatever reasons. They’re both broadcasters and, for the life of me, I just can’t understand how Richard hasn’t been able to take his theories to the next level. He must be guilty of breaking number 11. So I’m not writing anything under their names because I didn’t attend their lectures but I certainly would write ‘broadcaster,’ ‘witch’ and ‘book’ under both of their names. So I’m going back to bed now to get some rest. I definitely know the tact I’m going to take with my meeting tomorrow. And I know this all is very bitchy and I’m taking a few things for granted. But I think this is a good way to warn people of the possibilities for corruption. And I’m just reminded how the purpose in life is to evolve and be worthy of God’s Love. We do get chances to redeem ourselves.